when the truth of something hits you,

it really hurts.

I'm really at a lost as to what to do now.

god, help me >< ( this is a phrase taken from margaret weis' book. ) ( credits to DRAGONLANCE )

omg.

I'm really asking myself how am I to survive now.

I wonder how the other did,

but I guess they do not have this regret in them.

mood level : zero