Vampire

2012-02-29T21:30:00.000+08:00

It' been a long time!!

LOL!

sadly, I'll have to start this long time later post with curses.

First of all,

I've NEVER been so confirm about getting one digit for any test before. Upon more than 20 marks, that is.

Seriously,

bloody amaths paper.

BLOODiiiirrddddddddddddddd

- grief drives a person crazy -

okay, next, thieves be damned.

may thieves rob in the under-realm.

first of, ipod's missing,

next, m1 modem is missing,

WHAT DO YOU ******** thieves have to gain?

apart from plenty of karma and a rotting session in bian's realm?

> extremely upset <

Next, a song,

I'm in love with this song,

his voice is so sweet!>.<

If a person will sneeze when someone else thinks of him/her,
You would have sneezed a thousand times daily.
If a person will sneeze when someone else curses him/her,
You would have sneezed a million times daily.
If a person who's loved will not sneeze,
Then I can think of you and curse you for letting my mind wander without any worries that you end up in the hospital for overdose of sneezes.

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-02-20T21:59:00.000+08:00

OMG!

I didn't know!

Damn it, I really really didn't know!

GAH!!

What do I do what do I do?

now that I know, I realized that my jaw had been resting on the ground for like the past 30 minutes?!

It's aching now!!

Kyaaaa!

I didn't know!

OMG!

What do I do, what do I do?

I think, I'm going nuts here.

but nevermind that,

this is Crazy, by teen top,

another kpop song for those anti(s) xD

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-02-19T23:08:00.001+08:00

Yay! I'm home!! xD xD

Yes, I went to a concert...

guess...

I went to SS4 =]

Some might think that it's a waste of money,

waste of time,

waste of energy..

but, me?

It's totally worth it.

Kyaaaaaaaaaaa!

Totally screamed myself hoarse!!

LOL!

Oops! =D

Basically, I was fully fed of my bias!

kyaaa, I'm sucha happy person!

he's so cute!

they both are!

and their voices are priceless!!

Kyaaaa!

and zhoumi's so damn shuai!

Kyaaaa!

two of them waved to me!

( it's just a wave, don't be fooled. Out of the millions of people, for them to raise their hands and use energy to wave, it's a big deal, right? At least, for commoners like me who are loveless, we seek comfort in such minute actions =D )

Yes! Zhoumi and Ryeowook! XD

Kyaaaa, I'm sucha happy person now.

Yesung's simply being damn cute.

damn damn damn cute.

and charming, with his voice.

LOL! Wookie's lord of the rings?

and Yesung's the horror show actor xD

kyaaaa!

and he tied two sides!

and best thing?

we were really lucky,

my bias kept walking around pen D,

my loop.

so I could see them tons of times!

kyaaaa!

I might not have shook hands with them, or gave them anything, or receive anything from them,

but I'm contented with what I had,

I had a position in Pen D to watch them,

I could cheer them on,

I could scream their names,

I could support them,

And I could wave to them.

What more can I want?

I'm probably the happiest this night so far, this year.

kyaaaa!

regrets? none!!

saranghaeyo yewook! =D

This is by Super Junior M,

a chinese song named perfection ^^

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-02-19T00:34:00.002+08:00

For too long I tried,

but I realized, my heart is as empty as it's hollow.

Guess I'm a materialistic person after all.

Hmmmmm, unexpected -.-"

LOL!

anyway, I'm supposed to be a super extra happy person right now.

I've got, just about,

everything I want.

except, a few things.

Like how they've died,

how he had left,

how they've treated me,

and how the homework can never be finished.

My life revolves around this?

LOL!

I have more to live than ever, this day, this night.

Listening to insomnia,

I realized I've never felt more energetic.

Ah, what's this?

An energy boost to complete my homework?

Nah!!

I doubt my body loves homework enough for this xD

Yes, I'm a happy person.

Trust me, I'm not lying this time.

Hmmmm, what should I do?

Feels like insomnia!!

heehee, I'm listening to the wheesung version.

my god, I almost spelled the wrong name >.<

Yes, you know that I love you.

Can't you see my eyes?

lines from the song,

the first few lyrics.

Whatever, loved or not is not my concern tonight,

tonight I sing, I dance,

And I suffer from insomnia.

and, know what?

I think I'm crazy,

going to, already.

eccentric, they say.

pure madness, blazen says.

Honestly, I don't care.

Sure, I'm mad,

so?

It's me.

Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Why am I so excited?

Rare rare rare

and I wonder whyyyyyyy....

SS501! My very first fav band!
this is a piano cover on their song love ya.

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

Futile attempt,

no?

2012-02-17T22:02:00.000+08:00

Here is a girl no one will ever wish they've known.

Here is the shadow of irony that strikes out at the world as a final attempt to inflict damage.

Here are tears that never stopped flowing.

Here you find the pain of one deeper than the abyss.

Here Evil breeds before thy eyes,

Here she cries to the empty moor.

R.I.P Puff.

You promised me two months,

but it's broken.

Thank you,

for being with me,

this short period of time even.

When I think of you in the future.

I'll cry.

I'll brawl like a baby.

And I'll claw at my eyes,

in a futile attempt never to see you again.

But for now,

I'll accept your departure as a final gift.

You spent the last few minutes of your life with me.

And yet I'm helpless to save you.

I watched you go, as I've watched the many others.

Puff chan?

forgive me, please.

I'm like, eating dinner.

... time crisis.

LOL!

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-02-16T21:23:00.000+08:00

You threatened me,

so I'll ask you to go away, leave me.

let my eyes be blind to your presence.

thank you.

Stone-chan and Puff-chan, tadaima!

I was just thinking of finding a way,

to dance with you guys.

waltz, in the smooth water,

just you

and I.

After listening to multiple remix lately with my sister,

I'm in remix mood.

Puff is dancing! =O

Seriously, I wanna waltz with my babies xD

Which reminds me,

this is a song by The Rasmus,

Last Waltz.

Kinda totally like this song,

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-02-15T23:21:00.000+08:00

I hope I didn't break her heart.

It was the last thing I ever wanted to do.

God knows what drove me to do what I did.

Did I really expected an otherwise answer,

or was I simply looking for reassurance so keep my thoughts in check?

For all that happened,

I'm glad she rid my heart of doubts.

I just hope I have the ability and courage to rid her heart of hers.

Tibetan song!!

simply beautiful ^^

Stones-chan,

will you guys dance for me tonight?

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-02-15T00:14:00.003+08:00

Night clubbing!!

LOL! nope, sorry,

self clubbing with my stones : Stone and Puff xD

now, I'm crazy.

the stones have separate names =O

No! I'm not to blamed!

LOL! =D

I heard this song in Mac this morning

I'm eating home-made ice-cream now.

talk about the meals-cum-time relationship.

I totally made them break up >.<

LOL!

My stones are aware of me staring at them...

LOL!

don't ask HOW I know!

it'll be creepy -.-"

but yea...

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

Oh, and Happy Valentined Day, everyone!

yes, it's past Valentine's. LOL!

Did everyone enjoy themselves xD

I did,

with a most unexpected party,

let's thank her here....

Thanks Nadia!

Jolia Legacy will rule =D

And my other thanks...

Mirabelle : I have yet to eat the popcorn chickens - trying to mend the meals-cum-time relationship =D

Vivien : For not knowing what to say xD

Eunice : Chocolates!! ^^

Yeewah : Chocolates too =]

Weizhen : The colorful packet of ...? mellows? LOL! so sweet =)

Jasper : The white cute piece of food (i've yet to identify it... is it a cookie or chocolate?) it's really nice of you
Stanley : Chocolates! Thanks max ^^

Yays, my thanks everyone xD

I'll gain weight because of you guys xD

LOL! talk about appreciation =O

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-02-13T21:13:00.000+08:00

I love my stones.

I mean it, seriously.

Kay, maybe no more than I love my boy,

but yea, I still love them.

I must be going crazy, loving stones =D

but still,

if you're me, and you own this two stones, yea, I'm sure you'll go crazy too xD

tada, by Wheatus ~

teenage dirtbag...

me O.o?

LOL!

exaggeration =O

okay...

tralalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

tomorrow's gonna be a damn interesting day.

I. so look forward.

to tomorrow.

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-02-13T00:22:00.001+08:00

I love my stones ^^

Know what?

I sound like a retard loving stones,

but yea,

I love them.

I love my stones ^^

LOL!

oops =D

Okkkkie,

my head is hurting right now, many thanks to sweat, which weather happily contributed .... -.-"

And there's lovely amaths to do.

Weeeee, I'm a happy person, indeed!

LOL!

Oh I stay up, till you're next to me,

till this house feels like it did before ~

something like that...

hmmmmmm,

what should I post today?

Ahhhh, he make the simple tune so damn e-o-tic!! >.<

oh!

yea, I wanted to post this on wattpad.

still undergoing ...

And back in the office, the ringing persisted, it's shrill call reverberating off the walls, awakening the soft throbbing headache that immediately began to pound on her temples. Irritated, Phoebe slammed her notebook into her bag and grabbed the cell phone. "Phoebe Tenila, this is the "Centre of Rebirth. May I help you?"

The voice from the other side of the line shocked her, and she nearly dropped the phone, catching herself in time just as the phone began to slip down her loosened grasp. "Mentor!" she cried, gripping the L-23 so tighty that her knuckles shivered.

The voice on the other line smiled, an audible sigh was heard. "Phoebe, how many times have I told you, not to call me mentor? We're equals now, you and I."

tada, short part from the story ~

LOL!

Do comment,

I need them!! =D

yay,

Amaths, I'm coming!!!

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-02-07T20:36:00.000+08:00

Jennifer Lopez is amazing,

even until now, her new songs are nice.

or I assume they are rather new,

yea, like papi and on the floor,

LOL!

I've been relatively away from the net,

usually surfing for songs and then doing the bloody homework.

no, i'm not really studying at all,

it's just, well, there's nothing else I can do,

and this computer heats up so quickly, it's irritating -.-

Hmmmmmmmmmmm,

Jennifer Lopez anyone?

Tada...

Valentine's is approaching!

anyone's excited?

LOL!

I think I am,

but there's nothing to look forward to at all,

I guess it's just another slightly more significant date for me to look forward to.

because,

5 days after Valentine's ... my day =D

oh yea xD

It's good to be looking forward to something right?

LOL!

or so, I hope.

Don't worry, I'm not harboring any high thoughts for the 14th.. there's nothing for me to harbor any thoughts for.

seriously,

#foreveralone is a phrase created for me

LOL!

even in games, I'm #foreveralone xD

But apart from games, it's not like I really mind.. I guess?

LOL! I'm known to be slightly more anti-social after all.

oops Blazen?

Hmmmmm... so let's see,

okay, I don't know what to write now -.-"

let's see...

I've been a naughty girl =D

SKYRIM! <3<3<3

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-02-06T02:00:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone!

I'm starting to have the night madness xD

but! I'm still sane here!!

seriously!

Just getting a little high over songs =]

As much as my body screams at me to head for bed =P

I'm sorry, my friend, but you have to wait until i've finished all them *bEEp* homework =D

I want somebody to love =D

It's a song =O

But anyway, a friend introduced this song,

and I think it's really nice =D

Tada, no The Gazette, no Sungha Jung, no nonsensical songs today. LOL!

kkay...

oh,

Tepi died.

I must be a very impressive person, am i not?

I killed the formidable fighting fish.

...

~~if I ever see you again,~~

~~I want to apologize.~~

~~And I hope you'll forgive me,~~

~~for lacking the courage to tell you so.~~

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-02-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

Listening to Vocaloid now, introduced by Belle sometime last year.

As usual, the story is touching, like, seriously!

...

okay, I admit, I'm in a very horrible mood now.

not because of amaths,

but I don't want to talk about it anymore.

It hurts too much.

Somehow, it made this particular video sound so mildly kind in comparison

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-01-26T19:34:00.000+08:00

Just to see if it would show,

that I'm trying to let you know,

that I'm better off on my own.

Sum 41 =D

Okay, I hate amaths.

Hate. yes, hate.

My hatred for amaths grows big and strong like a bushfire?

LOL!

Lala,

lemon tea.

レモンてィ

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-01-25T17:50:00.002+08:00

Yay!

My family's having some sort of a new year feast tonight xD

hip hip hooray!

okay,

my world seems to revolve around food.

and sleep.

and my little puppy and my fish.

and The Gazette,

and Ukiss,

and Sungha Jung,

and Jack Sparrow,

and L,

and books,

and LOTR,

and ...

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-01-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

Heehee,

it's like I'm blaming the world for my unhappiness,

yes, my other diary spells every sweet thoughts i've ever had.

now, however,

let's meet Orlando.

sucha good looking person ~

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-01-23T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone,
it's new year.
Happy Chinese New Year!

Anyways, i've been eating walnuts.
my kind father brought them for me.
so sweet! =D

And I've just watched the... pirates of the Caribbean, dead man's chest.
Forgot how much I loved Jack Sparrow
<3

And so...

I don't know if I've posted this before,
but well, yea ~
tada....

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~
You know, I just realized I've been using this new phrase a lot lately...
[ Save them the trouble ]
I wonder if you'll ever understand that.
so full of yourself.

2012-01-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

Was listening to some old songs,

and suddenly felt so extremely sad ...

I realized that my memories were tint greyish...

Scary max >.<

And my memories are actually so sad, they are scary.

okay,

Confession #1 : I am scared of myself. There is evidence in "And my memories are actually so sad, they are scary." This shows that for one person to be scared of it must mean it's very scary, and since it's a personal memory of oneself, hence the author is afraid of herself.

Woah.. I like this discovery =D

Anyway, here's Sungha Jung! =]

Another nostalgic song.

It reminds me of Sec 1,

and chengmun.

And the seniors of the past, who created one of the strongest impact in my life...

omg.

I miss them >.<

~~And I wonder why I miss the past,~~

~~I missed the strong memories,~~

~~and I missed ...~~

~~feeling lost and being guided by your light~~

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-01-20T00:06:00.000+08:00

Today, I finally saw the difference.

And it was so damn obvious, right in front,

but I never saw it.

Today I did.

I finally did =D

To that's the gap between us.

I'm in so much of an ease now.

Though, if it's some other person,

he/she would be worried sick.

but not me =]

anyway,

here's The Gazette's live performance of Cassis =D

Obsessed with the deep dark hole and the depth of it.

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-01-18T20:10:00.000+08:00

To lie I shall be singing for you through the night
To lie I shall be turning on the broken light ~

The heaven on earth is your embrace.

and the only place your embrace appears if my world.

The many times I just wanted to say byebye to this horrible place,

and retreat to my little world where you stay.

Suddenly I just wanted to be those stupid princesses who lives in their own world,

except that I'll have no servants, no relatives, no relations.

It'll just be me and my prince.

This way, I won't bother anyone else, right?

The Gazette ~

Don't say that their songs are headache songs...

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-01-15T11:14:00.000+08:00

My life's very simple nowadays,

after seeing him on monday,

my life's reduced to a pure colour.

what colour, you can guess. Good luck.

either way...

well, this is life.

And everyday at home's straight to bed,

and chionging homework in school.

lalala

i like this song

Ukiss : on the floor.

=D obsessed

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-01-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone.

I got a new pet,

meet Tepi =D (Tepi was derived from Terapi)

he/she is a fighting fish =]

really, the prettiest fish in the house =D

Heehee,

pretty in all angles.

just like him.

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-01-11T00:22:00.000+08:00

I've repeated the scene a thousand times,

and I realized that no matter one or a hundred times,

I would not know what to say to you.

and as this pain grow,

all I could think of was you,

and how much I'm sorry.

hi.

I'm very upset.

kele is sick.

2012-01-09T23:40:00.000+08:00

when the truth of something hits you,

it really hurts.

I'm really at a lost as to what to do now.

god, help me >< ( this is a phrase taken from margaret weis' book. ) ( credits to DRAGONLANCE )

omg.

I'm really asking myself how am I to survive now.

I wonder how the other did,

but I guess they do not have this regret in them.

mood level : zero

2012-01-08T09:45:00.000+08:00

Weeeeeeeeeeeeee

I'm back to listening to this song,

I think I posted it once =O

well, this proves that it's a good song through and through ~

And, sungha had another new video =D

heehee, he cheers me up lots each time =]

hmmmmmmmmm...

I'm going to be influenced,

and attempt suicide!

LOL!

nah, Blazen wouldn't let me.

I can't die in guilt if he's gonna die because of me, or well, die in front of me.

no way man!

nope, my suicidal attempt will be....

hmmmmmm,

mental torture or physical torture sounds more likely?

heehee!

kkay, seeya!

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-01-06T23:44:00.000+08:00

I once read a phrase or something from I forgot where,
stating that...
well,
if you didn't know whether or not the person would accept you,
it's better to try than live your life wondering if he/she would.
I wonder if it's regrets that's bugging me now.
There's a few things that really made me upset,
so long as I thought of them,
and they all belonged to ...
those who are not around anymore.
My pain goes to those I hold most tightly,
so despite well... someone's objections,
I realized that I'm pushing those closest to me away,
those I hold dearest.
Is it selfishness on my part?
To push away those who care without a reason?
I wonder.
It seems to me that some are happier to see me go,
which is a good thing,
because I was never meant to be with people in the first place.
It's like, a repel, to repel those near me.
As long as we stay like this, I think it's better.
you guys are the only ones who, I think know this blog, and maybe, read it,
maybe you guys don't anymore,
but either way, I've answered my own questions,
and I hoped I've answers yours.
I think I'm lying here,
but the truth is, I do think I'm lying here, covering up some crap that occurred internally.
but anything internal is not meant to be spoken aloud,
especially since they bounce off the walls all the time.
So either way,
I've made myself feel less guilty for my behavior by weaving this beautiful lie,
it's up to you whether you want to believe it or not.
I can't think of any more lies to cover up these lies.
Maybe in the future, I'll be able to weave prettier cobwebs,
but for now,
this is all I have for you guys,
friends who dragged me out of my pond.

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-01-05T02:05:00.000+08:00

States Mr.Sir, that I'm getting playful again =O

I'm like so not being playful,

like how his name is not Mr.Sir.

But Sir, I'll go mad if I don't play! *pouts*

It's the best reason, best excuse to give Mr.Sir =]

I think i'm over playing ><

I'm supposed to be asleep,

but i'm doing amaths,

and i'm supposed to be doing amaths,

and yet here I am blogging.

heehee

and i'm supposed to be blogging,

yet i'm going high over music =D

there was one damn cute video of Kai cooking =D

Kyaaaa!

such a cute person!

LOL!

and Uruha, kyaaa!

Ruki too, so playful =]

And aoi, who's like, LOL

and Reita, who "lied" LOL!

Miyavi owned.

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-01-01T15:41:00.000+08:00

For once in 15 years,

I thought of my new year resolution.

I used to think it's lame that people make new year resolutions because it's a new year and they want to start anew,

I mean, if you seriously want to start anew, you don't have to wait until the year's ended to start wanted to start anew.

Well, this is how I see it =D

Anyway, my "new-year" resolution comes about noticing something lately, so I decided to change it.

We're betting, how long this can last =]

LOL! Blazen's gonna win this one ><

Jennifer Lopez =D

I heard this song while in a shop,

and I found this video relatively entertaining ~

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2012-01-01T02:43:00.000+08:00

This year is going to be interesting,

my 2012 opening song :

Hi Sungha Jung,

Happy new year ^^

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-12-30T03:40:00.001+08:00

Going Gazette high when I'm supposed to be digging out all my homework...

opps... =P

Did I ever posted the video Suicide Circus?

I did, right?

is it nice?

Did anyone listen to it?

heehee,

I love the Gazette,

and my starving now ><

went to buy a candy cane because I forgot the taste of it =D

that shall be my snack =]

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,

today, many things happened in the Kpop industry.

It was all over twitter like woooooooooooooooooooo~

Yea, but I shall not elaborate,

there'll be so many things to talk about =O

either way,

I'm looking forward to tomorrow night =D

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I'm back to school mood, people!

BRING IT ON!

AHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAAA

- after effects of gazetting -

- Gazetting is extremely safe -

- There's usually no withdrawal symptoms -

- The Gazetter just ends up being extremely high -

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe

yes, i'm high right now!

And it's in the middle of the early morning,

and i'm really very very very hungry >L<

- extremely upset -

okay, I'm gonna go find food =D

Before I end off, here's a sungha jung for everyone!

This is a very amazing song,

he wrote it,

and if you listen to it,

you'll hear,

the song, speaking to you,

a language, that really sparkles.

Irony ~

I really like this piece.

Enjoy it!

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-12-29T01:28:00.000+08:00

OMG!!

So long since I was Gazetting,

no wonder it felt like i've lost a part of me,

heehee xD

But blazen said that even if I gazetted during season change, i would still be as bad,

speaking of which,

I didn't listen to much songs during the entire depressing period either ...

oh well, that explains it,

either way,

my head can't stop moving,

so it's extremely hard for me to type this ~

kyaaaaa!

Gazette's a high toxin

love them ever so much xD

Ukiss too xD

makes me high like craziiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ~

(or maybe, because it's night.)

This song, suicide circus,

by the gazette,

my sister doesn't really dig any gazette stuff coz it's too noisy,

me?

I appreciate them just fine, and i like them the way they are =D

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-12-28T10:20:00.000+08:00

おはよう!

Still in holiday mood = me ><

LOL!

i've completed Season Change!!

I wanted to post a picture of this damn cute certificate Blazen did for me because he said I was having a damn tough time during this change,

but uh...

he's shy about it =D

heehee,

either way though, I shall accept his................

no............ uh..... respect his privacy...

heehee, thanks Blazen! =D

Ukiss! <3

Hoon, Kiseop, Eli, Soohyun, Kevin, Dongho, AJ ( from left to right )

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-12-24T01:09:00.000+08:00

I'm desperately greedy for sleep >.<

Been jumping to the bed for as many times as I can afford >.<

Heehee, been trying to readopt writing,

Did write a little, at wattpad,

but i've yet to post it or anything yet...

hmmmmmmm,

I should, shouldn't I?

It's Christmas tomorrow!! =D

Heehee,

Not really excited about it or anything,

kinda lost the Christmas excitement of being a kid,

oh well,

but I still like Christmas.

Because it is ~

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-12-22T01:11:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry to say this,

but sometimes you just make me both impress and sad at the same time,

like how i'm impressed that you can remember almost everything that I said but those I really want you to remember,

and how you make me feel like we should end our friendship because there's nothing we could talk about at all.

Either way, it's either you changing, or me changing.

I guess I've lost my old patience,

can't communicate like I used to.

heehee,

but it's childish, thinking this way : that we should just stop hanging out together pretending to be friends (when in reality, I didn't know anything about you, and I guess you probably only know less than a fifth of me) and simply go our own separate ways, but it just occurred to me when you left.

I realized I really didn't know what to say to you.

Also, you're talking to a person who's really undergoing season change.

I can't talk to anyone I don't know anymore,

I gave up trying (or so, says Blazen)

so ya,

but of course, I'm not going to put the above plan into action,

but if you do sense some distance between us,

I'd rather we just stay apart then together,

course it'll just increase my dislike for you.

It's part of my new nature now.

Either way, emo's time over!

It's time for my hmmmmmmmmmmm, video/pictures posting time!

What shall I post today? xD

U kiss's Coincidence,

Japanese song!! <3

Really love them lots! xD

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-12-19T19:08:00.000+08:00

Kyaaaaaaaaaaaa!

That bastard didn't want to listen to Akira!

That bastard didn't listen to Akira!

That bastard tried to kill Akira!

That bastard slashed Akira's hand!

And that bastard's fainting due to the toxin made Akira cry!

Kyaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Akira was using his strength to hold down the bastard!

The bastard hit Akira despite his good will!

That bastard demanded Akira kill him!

Yet it was Akira who saved that bastard!

Kyaaaaaaaaaaaa!

The the the the...

extremely cute little agile,

he went mad over his friends death!

and now he's demanding that the bastard and Akira hand over the tags!

Nooo!

Agile wants to defeat II re!

Nooo!

Agile will die!

Don't let him go!

Agile cannot die!!

Nooo!

Please do not let Agile fight II re!

okay,

please excuse me,

but really, this show is so touching =X

kyaaaa!

either way,

I'm in <3 with my blogsong xD

there's a way not to care about anything anymore,

do you want me to do that?

hmmmmm, what should i post today?

Ahhh ahhh,

credits to masalatime xD

Heights of revenge =D

heehee, epic ~

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-12-18T01:30:00.000+08:00

Hihihihihihi!!
there was some cosplaying thingy at RP today,
did anyone go?
I missed it ><
was supposed to go to RP today, but due to the stupid on-off rain, went to library instead.
OMG ><
if i've known that there's cosplay there....
!!!
okay, either way,
this post shall be dedicated to me being hua-chi.

~~okay, so today, after having some form of dinner at KFC, we came out of the well, restaurant,~~

~~and i saw this guy, wearing kinda formal, long-sleeved blue shirt and pants, tucked in.~~

~~and he was like, i think, talking on the cell or something,~~

~~okay. he looked kyaa, from afar, but, nevermind, coz due to the cos playing thingy, there's lots of hot guys,~~

~~so after that we went down to each a cup, and to the Korean street store to buy food/drinks,~~

~~and they suggested going to the value dollar shop.~~

~~I saw him again there, using the phone, with his friend.~~

~~omg, we were so close. really, so damn damn damn close to each other,~~

~~so well, i was staring/gwaking whatever you want to say.~~

~~he's cute. Very very very very cute.~~

~~i'll let you guess how he looks like here.~~

~~remember, he drove me mad.~~

~~I couldn't help it, he was so damn cute, and so damn cute.~~

~~and it didn't help with the eyes either,~~

~~and it didn't help, the way he stood,~~

~~and nevermind that we were so close to each other,~~

~~nevermind also, that the shop is small.~~

~~then he walked pass me,~~

~~and i looked down,~~

~~coz shit i was spam-sing, like some retarded mad head.~~

~~and i'm not gonna praise myself or anything,~~

~~but it felt like, well, opal eyes still gleams.~~

~~okay.~~

~~so later, i was browsing in the shop, really,~~

~~and he was just outside.~~

~~using his phone,~~

~~and standing, like...~~

~~okay, he looked like eye pain (boom! surprise over, bet you were pissed? heehee)~~

~~no, but really, he looked like eye pain,~~

~~the way he uses his phone when he walks,~~

~~and the way he stands,~~

~~the way i'd tease him,~~

~~how elegant. =D~~

~~but yea, he looks like eye pain,~~

~~but nevermind resemblance, he's cute.~~

~~really, very cute.~~

~~kyaaa!~~

~~I'm so gonna miss him.~~

~~my elegant prince.~~

anyway, here's a video about...
hmmmmmm, whose video shall I post today?
Hmmmmmmm,
Does anyone here knows Sum 41?
I used to listen to their songs, lots
hmmmmmmm,
this song is... well, it conveys a lot of stuff,

okay, i'm nighting! Seeya!
~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-12-16T00:02:00.000+08:00

I.... Really really love my new blogsong!! <3

yes, my blogsong really love!!

heehee xD

either way, today i'm caught in a flustered, horrifying (not for me) breakdown of SMRT?

how do i phrase it...?

hmmmmm..

anyway, you guys probably heard about it.

how SMRT died from ... ...

oh well, go check out the story yourself, if you didn't know xD

ya, so anyway,

eventually, when we reached like, bishan,

the entire red line just died.

so ya, we were like stranded on Bishan with hordes of humans swarming everywhere.

it's horrible.

eventually, xianyao's aunt came to get us out of the horrendous human traffic.

heehee,

thanks, xianyao!

and your aunt!

LOL!

so ya,

i think...

hmmmmmm...

bear got slaughtered,

boh got slaughtered,

huskang MIGHT have survived the shit,

jockey....? I've got no idea ~

me? I'm safe and sound and just finished my dinner ~

heehee,

so anyway,

I've been spending massive amount of time with CO peeps ~

it's just, the way things are.

heehee,

I'm so playful when I'm with them =]

after all,

we're a group of people who are either too mature for our age, or too immature.

me?

i'm the immature one.

heehee =D

okay, finally a long post =!!

anyway, today's a nightmare,

I just realized that there's like, 2 plus more weeks, and school reopens.

huh,

and my homework's currently,

STILL MISSING.

fml ><

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-12-15T01:41:00.000+08:00

hihi, it's me!

I've been sleeping off most of the whole of today,

but somehow,

I've managed to finish anime : Ga-rei : Zero.

I didn't know it was a prequel to the manga...

but oh well,

it's nice. I like uh... Byakuei... however you spell that spiritual beast's name,

it's cute! =D

as in, my kind of cute.

hmmmmmmm... Yea, xD

either way, i'm ...

well... lacking behind in terms of homework and stuff..

LOL!

either way, i'm loving home, so ya xD

Hmmmmmmm, here's Sungha Jung!

I just remembered I was supposed to post a picture or something today?

O.o

forgotten!!

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-12-14T00:10:00.001+08:00

hihi!

it's been so long since I'm here.

Basically, I don't know what to post ...

it's boring to recount my day's event,

oh!

but today, i heard this song,

that's really... dirty?

LOL!

BUT,

it has a pretty beat.

heehee ~

yea, well...

uh....

oh ya! and it's been millions of years since i've wrote anything.

seriously!

I'm so busy going out I don't have the luxury to write ><

either way...

Ukiss had a new Jap song!

Tick Tack !

Kyaaa! I love them!

Love the song too!

Ukiss rocks! really!

...

i'm sleepy =]

oh ya,

and i'll post a photo soon,

me and my luv <3

see you soon!

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-12-11T09:53:00.004+08:00

They are at the corridor.

he said, "Come, let's go in."

two other person said, "Hold up, can't you just talk here?"

and he replied, "What if there's something that I want to do that I can't do here?"

two person said, "Go then."

he enters house with friend...

LOL!

I totally like that sentence =D

yes, I'm watching anime,

this anime, totally rocks =D

And another anime which I'm double watching,
Ga-rei zero xD
it's cool,
totally!
kinda like hell girl type.
I mean, the ending of each episode makes me relate it to Hell Girl.
one way or another xD

~30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-12-04T17:08:00.000+08:00

The gazette,
I never get bored of their songs ^^

love it =D
oh ya,
my phone is currently missing it's battery,
so please don't try to contact me through phone.
facebook is fine,
no one knows my twitter account,
hmmmmmm...
formspring is also fine, though I'll probably take weeks to reply or something,
or you can just type in the chatbox.
=]
Msn is an ancient way of trying to communicate with me, because i don't sign in anymore.
yea...
hmmmmm...
yea.
LOL
CO's 3 day 2 night camp starts tomorrow
=D
I'm so looking forward to passing it without a phone ~
weeeeeeeeeeeee ~
~~fml~~

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-12-03T23:44:00.001+08:00

I'm totally sky high now kay!

omg!!

guess...

LOL!

I just came back from Sungha Jung's concert!!

Kyaaaa!

he's awesome!

Totally awesome ttm! =D

okay, you guys will probably think i'm mad or whatsoever,

but really,

first hand experience is different!
this is one of the songs he played in the concert :

And he gave autographs!!

OMG!

YES!

I HAVE ONE TOO!!

KYA!

ON HIS ALBUM!

I'll upload it soon =]

Kyaaaaa~

It's like a dream !!

OMG!

I'll never regret watching his concert

Really!

Thank you ~

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-12-01T00:16:00.000+08:00

I'll probably be posting later in the night,

but for now,

it's my morning report xD

Okay,

I'll be able to give a proper post later,

because some things can't be said yet...

hmmmmmm..

but I did learn,

one very.. extremely important lesson.

Never be quick to judge.

because apparently,

I'm becoming a hypocrite,

loving what I used to hate.

Really!

It's horrible ><

But I haven't start hating all that I love yet,

so that's fine.

But either way,

World, please hate me for being a hypocrite ><

Really! so from now on, I shall be quick to judge.

blehhh ><

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-11-24T12:17:00.000+08:00

I love this song!

Really!

I've like, been listening to this song for years already...

let's see... I first heard this song when I was primary... 3 or something?

But I officially found the song when I was primary 5 =D

And until now, I've been listening to it.

honestly,

a song that makes me really happy.

Come everyone! Dance with me!

I'm kinda thinking, I'll want my future partner to dance with me under the stars =D

Random !!

LOL!

anyway, here's the song, enjoy!

Dancing in the moonlight,

everybody's feeling warm and bright ~

there's another version, by king harvest.

But I like this more,

though the instrumental for king harvest's nicer =D

Everybody's dancing in the moonlight ~

okay, anyway, I woke up feeling like an extremely old person today after playing badminton with CO friends.

etc etc

I've been spending a lot of time with CO lately, coz of the NZP camp and the upcoming December camp ~

lalala.

I can't summarize CO.

the first thing i can think of is CO sucks.

LOL!

but really, it doesn't.

and why on earth am I talking about CO?

LOL!

anyway, I'm back to anime watching,

though on a very small scale,

and I haven't been visiting blogs either.

my computer on is playing dancing in the moonlight, some dizi songs, and I'll be either doing scores or watching videos, or simply dancing in the moonlight ~

there's something wrong with me ._.

LOL!

seeya!

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-11-22T01:36:00.000+08:00

Even a few meters away, I could hear him laughing.

I twisted around to face him and asked, " What's so funny? "

His lips parted joyously as he walked over. " Imagine this scene. There was this lone girl listening to music through headphones, and she was diligently writing something, until she suddenly stops halfway, stares really intensely at the papers, and said, PAN! "

" Well! It really isn't very funny you know, I'm trying my best here! " I retorted.

" No, really. The best part is when you go, what's pan? "

I glared at him. "Language crisis. Happy? " and turned back to my papers, ignoring his merry laughter.

Kkay! Hi everyone! Is this still in italic form?

i'm too lazy to change it back, please bear with it kay?

anyway, the above is an extract,

of a particular scene... =]

I shall leave it at that.

LOL!

anyway, i'm really very sleepy now.

I think i'm gonna die if i don't sleep this very second!!

then why am I still posting? uh...

well, it's thanks to the above extract.

miao.

I'm going kinda mad already. BAD NEWS!

kyaaaaa!

aiya, who cares man?

so long as he agrees I'm sane, it's fine =]

don't get me wrong, he is not my new partner or anything,

he is just my little baby <3

I posted a picture of him yesterday, did ya see?

anyway, he was staring at me when I started to laugh.

oh, that's the continuation of the early extract.

His laughter slowly soften behind me, and my chair creaked as he pulled himself up.

" So, how's your studies? "

I ignored him, pen still gripped tightly as I wrote another chinese character on the paper.

He leaned in. "Hey pal, wrong word. "

" Would you shut up? I know my Chinese is horrible, but please just leave me be. Fail Chinese for all I care, really! "

He laughed, for god-knows what reason, and left the room.

I stared down at the paper again, and yes, I laughed.

either way, my Chinese was too horrible, so I was writing nonsense.

really.

ya, so he, from the bed, turned over and stared at me.

and I wasted 10 minutes of my precious life trying to what... coo him back to sleep?

doesn't seem like the right word ._.

gah.

whatever, I'm really sleepy now.

nites kay?

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-11-21T11:54:00.000+08:00

Hihi!

Really sorry about yesterday's post.

I wasn't sober ><

LOL!

anyway, i started this post with a cute little picture of my Kele <3

可愛ぃね。

oh, anyway, I just learned that the google translate is really horrible =P

So ya,

if you don't understand what i'm saying,

you can use the google translate,

it's just really crappy =D

LOL!

ok, that was random.

lalalala

i've got cca ><

yes, CCA ><

miao!

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-11-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

kyaaaa! so sweet!

don't ask, what's sweet.

just know that it is =]

Anyway... did i ever mention that NZP camp ended?

yea, it ended.

and... now... well... it's kinda like a nightmare,

a nightmare I don't know where to start.

it really is.

but, nevermind the contents of the nightmare.

I... am baffled.

but still,

let me be,

I believe it won't last more than a week.

really.

well, i'm busy. really,

And.... let's see.

I'm still... baffled ._.

give me some time to think, ok?

it's not working, i'm really baffled.

but just so you know,

i... run easily.

but just so I know,

you'll misread this again.

just so we know, you and I.

ok. i think i'm drowsy.

i've been drinking... uh...

bleh. i'm baffled, still, and really.

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

I'm scared! REALLY!

2011-11-17T22:22:00.000+08:00

hihi =]
i've been away for... quite a long long time already! =O
hmmmmmmm...
basically, i'll start with my sad sad story about how my internet died for 5 days,
and camp started,
so i was damn tired and didn't really post.
i think... that's about the sad story. LOL!
anyway, last sunday, 13-11-2011,
i went to this AFA'11
OMG!
the cosplaying is damn damn damn damn cool!
i totally went mad,
trust me, mad.
I thought of committing suicide a total of 20 over times.
It was horrible!
Everything was just like a dream and ETCETCETCETCETCETC...................
- goes mad -

ok. so anyway ...
meow!
about AFA, there was lots of anime stuffs, maid cafe, card games, anime screening, cosplays, and it ended with a concert that i didn't see coz i didn't get the ticket.
the stuffs' really expensive, but i went crazy there so i spent every cent on every stupid thing i can buy.
REALLY
And i took a photo.
of this damn (KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA) guy.
he's my display picture on the phone now,
everyone went .... when they saw the picture.
understandable.
it isn't the best picture to depict him,
what's precious to me, is the memory of him, stored safely in a corner of my brain.
ok, i'm so tired right now.
my eyes, hurt ><
NZP combined, sectional tomorrow.
Jiayou!!

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~
~~I get angrier every time i think of those~~
~~fleeting memories~~
~~that comes to me every once in a blue moon.~~

2011-11-06T22:50:00.001+08:00

HEY HEY!

news! =]

Does this sound familiar? =]

Don't you think his voice is damn nice? =]

Say hi to wheesung =]

~~omg!hisnamesoundssolikeeyepain'sit'smakingmyheartdodoubles ><~~

I've just realized it's been really long since i posted =.

wonder how's o'levels ...

gah. sorry, i've been really distracted ><

anyway...

holiday homework : spammed.

especially chinese,

gosh! Just thinking about it makes my blood boil =[

Oh, and i don't wanna sound like some emo-kia,
except that i really must mention this.
0.28 signo pens are excellent.
Both when there's ink, and when there's none =.
don't mind my fat legs, ok?

Anyway, i went for a haircut... i think, on thursday?

and finally, i baked on friday? or was it saturday?

chocolate sponge cake.

either way,

they were finished today ._.

looks good?

LOL
seeya!

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-11-01T23:38:00.002+08:00

悲しいです。

coz coz... haiz...

nevermind. LOL

anyway... today's a... very very sian day.

VERY SIAN.

i brought green tea pingo,

tastes quite nice,

i think i shall buy it next time too =]

go and try it! =]

yea, and i've just got another ukiss poster to paste on my wall.

needa go get blue tack tomorrow to complete the ritual =]

yes, my wall is getting crowded with posters now >.<

lalalala...

to all kind souls out there who may be wondering,

i'm no longer having a fever now,

just slight runny nose, cough.

my cough can get quite bad, so please don't be surprise if you hear me on the verge of puking while i cough.

LOL.

anyway, say hi to がぜっと。

Did you know they were on the teens magazine on October's copy?

GAH! I only knew it today, so i missed it.

(that's why i'm sad, actually)

i feel so like dying, even though it's just an article that some fans claim to be mostly full of misinformed information or something, but still, i NEED to see that article!

anyone has Teens Magazine October 2011 copy? could you PLEASE lend it to me??

お願い。

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-11-01T00:14:00.000+08:00

Gah! I keep up living like this,

and i'm gonna look totally cui !@#$%$#@ very soon (like as though i'm not cui enough now!!)

i'm not really one who cares alot about my face,

but this is over the line! I could count the number of pimples popping up on my face like,

everyday, it's at least a +1 !!

disgusting maxxx!

and nevermind that i'm having eye bags, nevermind that i'm having dark eye circles, nevermind that my face looks sunken and old, EVEN my hair is being horrible ><

Q.Q

I think it's because of the stupid illness that's making me so cui =[

oh ya, remember the Chizuru (horror) video that i posted the other time?

here's the actual version,

the lyrics are really very touching i think ><

I think i'll conclude today's,

really damn tired ><

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-10-31T00:55:00.001+08:00

I'm extremely tireddd now >< (even after sleeping...)

well, you can't blame me!!

LOL!

yea, anyway, back from 2F class chalet ~

not a lot of people, just the typical,

even lesser stayed,

but well,

it's fun xD

mostly everyone was cui by today =]

LOL

so nice to see everyone cui together =]

but at pasir ris park, i thought the class chalet was a gone case,

but well, someone helped me save it,

because of.... a machine.

LOL

yea, for the benefit of the lovely trees who spent some time with me,

did anyone realize i had a cold somewhere in the park?

by right, there shouldn't be anyone,

but if anyone did realize, congrats to you, you're a great friend, (hence, my lovely trees =] did i ever mention how much i love communing with trees? ><)

for those who didn't,

well, it's not surprising,
since i was cycling alone LOL!

but some things are better left unsaid isn't it?

like this : unsaid unsaid unsaid unsaid unsaid unsaid unsaid unsaid unsaid unsaid unsaid unsaid unsaid unsaid unsaid unsaid unsaid unsaid unsaid unsaid unsaid ...........................................................................

LOL! sorry, lame max =X

=D
oh ya!
speaking of which, something that was totally my first time happened during this class chalet!!
i saw a halloween parade!! (if that's what cha call that)
OMG! it's damn damn damn cool i tell you!
WHY DIDN'T I TAKE PICTURES??! ><
it was damn cool, seriously!
we had dinner at Burger Kings,
then when we went out,
they were just passing by!
omg!
their makeup and everything was really very very real, and damn cool,
seriously! the first two figures were fine, really, just tall and wearing and mask and all,
but the subsequent ones,
omg! really immersed in their roles (characters, etc etc)
totally! there was zombies, and all, dolls >< disfigured and all that stuff stuff stuff
really! it was really really cool
there was even this guy with a real life snake!! KYAAA
and i remember they were swinging the fire around and stuff,
and there was drums,
and some of them came to scare us,
they didn't scare me though,
but they did stare VERY intently,
it's almost as though they're gonna come jumping at us anytime!
totally!!
and i think one went to scare jean or something,
omg!! seriously, my guts held on, for a long while,
until near mid end,
i was suddenly like "shit, when will this end?" i mean, it just gets more and more scary and stuff,
then mid thought, the drum struck,
and i jerked.
LOL!
omggggg!!
i think it's really cool, halloween,
next time i shall go and be a member of this fearful team.
=]

either way.... i shall end with a picture dedicated to me =]

ok, not dedicated to me,

but a picture for sole pleasure =]

hi again, gazette =]

missed you guys ><

LOL!

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~

2011-10-29T03:17:00.000+08:00

Hi-iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!

I went to school today (yes, i was still running a fever)

hence, i conclude that i can go class chalet xD (even if i'm still running a fever now)

am i mad or what?

well, but then again,

i asked vivien if i should go or not, and she said that i should.

so ya, if i faint anytime during the class chalet,

BLAME VIVIEN!

LOL!

anyways,

eyesore for you guys :

honestly, you guys can't blame me for making your eyes pain,

after all, sick people should be happy right?

meet Leeteuk!

poor things' got such deep eye bags ><

LOL

anyway, i'm up so late to...

do homework ._.

trust me, the pile of work is ATROCIOUS TTM!

like, WTH LA !@#$%$#@!#

but, nevermind, i shall do them! =.

~ 30 hours, hwaiting! ~